Well asides from a little trouble in my clouded mind today was somewhat awesome. It wasnt anything big or grand or special or at all related in any ways to 'current events' but it just honestly reminded me how important friends are. Though they may not always be there or be at your constant call, somehow they always just know what to say.

Today asides from watching 'pensel', watchin The Rise Of Evil, playing soccer with 3i and going late for the phetatic thing in the hall claiming to be a celebration (see bc-ed.blogspot.com, bryan should be happy im advertising his blog now he has more then one reader) all i did was go for lunch with sam kevin and the IP dudes, and i ended up just like catching up with Gareth while Sam was off somewhere with well yeah, i won't go into that.

So anyway it kind of made me realise how much of a big difference it is when you have a best friend just taken out of your life like that, like Gareth. So i spent like the whole afternoon filling him in on all the stuff we needed to catch up on as weird as that might be. Though i do of coure talk to my other frineds, unlike Sams constant being nice, Cherishas "cheer up dude", Nikkis prtending to listen, Jun Hua trying to undestand why nothing happens to him and Bryans "mmmm well yeah" ". G-man had the best answers to most of my dillemas i suppose for example , "Dude, just get over it " , "Grow a pair " and "Zameer you're not THAT stupid, you know what you need to do".

Wasn't exactly a nice thing to say but i suppose sometimes you need to hear the truth and not just a nice comment and like i said Gareth is one of those people who knew what to say. And though i may not be acedemically the best person around, i honestly need to have someone i can have an intellectual conversation with, and yeah not really many of my friends fit that description. Heres a conversation between me and the G man

G-"Right so i had this question in my language arts test, you're wife is dying and you know of a phill that can save the life but you can't afford it , do you steal it?"

Me-"yeah and you said"

G"Well yeah, i mean like the dude had to do something , he didnt have a choice, he was pushed into a corner"

Me-"Pushed into a corner, yeah i suppose"

G-"What would you have said ?"

Me-"Well, like you said, he was pushed into a corner, and when your pushed into a corner, no matter what it takes, you have to push yourself out "

Mhmm

Yeah , thats what i got.

I guess to quote an awesome source,
"Things changed i understood,
And i was right; i knew i would"